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Kamis, 28 April 2016

Dear Dad

Dear Dad,
I'm going to be older than the year before, i remember when i was young; i used to think what i would be 10-20 years ahead. I passed my 20 and my 30 already. Getting older isnt easy, nobody say it was easy right..? Each time i see a childhood around, i wonder how were we ever play together, but i know i wouldnt remember a thing about you at all

Dear Dad,
I'm getting older, most of my friends getting married even they have had 1-2 child, then secretly i ask my self how many would i have then by passing year by year without marrying a man yet.. :D *now its no longer a secret right :(

Dear Dad,
My name, i wouldnt complain, i love it so much. I find it nowhere same like mine. Even most people spell it wrong, getting confused what to call my nick for the firts the know me. I ask mom about it, but she dont know what its mean, over and over then she tell me about how that name were choosen for me among 5 else you provided. But why noone ever thought to ask you what that name mean?? They just maybe the same like me; hope you life longer; hope you to tell it yourselves while you pursuing my dream come true..

Dear Dad,
Some days its not easy to go through, but i keep on steps with all question i still want to ask you, and i know you're there need more than it from a daughter like me.

Dear Dad,
I know you wouldnt read this, may Allah grant forgiveness and love, being on the very best place forever.

April 28, 16
23:39

Sabtu, 23 April 2016

You didnt see me

I lose my self to follow, but in the end seem that she got you

So I went home
I thought I was there
But I found no one then

Then I spent days riding to work like I'm ok. I hope I'm ok, I'm sure it's ok

But there somedays when that hollow catch me
No matter how much laugh
No matter how much people I meet
No matter how much distance i take to lay on the silent I need,
To know that I'm standing over here- over-, but you can't see me somehow

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Ie Masen, 240416
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